NARATIVE ESSAY

BFF
“Hi, I’m Isabelle and I’m new.” I remembered this day- the first day I got to meet my bestfriend. Well, she was my bestfriend before it happened. It was my fault to made her mad and feel bad. But I didn’t mean to I swear I was too angry to control what I said. You talk faster than you think, right ? The answer is yes, you are and for me, talking without thinking lead me to a big fight. Anyway, this is what happened.
“ Hello people! My birthday party at my house today people! Everybody invited..” Belle – that’s what I usually call her. Belle yelled lound enough for the whole school to hear it as soon as she steped in. People started to surounded us asking “where’s your house? What time the party start?...” It was about tons of questions like that, I was wondering how could she answer all of it.With all of sudden, a guy from Mr.J class got into between me and Belle and another guy got in next to him. They were pushing and tried to ask Belle something. One minute was long enough for me to relized that Belle wasn’t around me anymore so the crowd. I looked over, they were over there and I was here- where I was standing all alone. What should I do now ? It was Belle‘s birthday so I wouldn’t complain anything. I walked through the hall to the classroom by myself. “ Hey, wait for me..” I turned around, Belle was just behind me. “ Wow, the meeting dismissed..?” I asked. “Yeh..” She answered. I was glad that she catched up. It showed me that that she still care about about me. “What was I thinking? Of course she does, she is my bestfriend, I need to stop thinking about things like that” I told me myself. “Hellloooo, did you hear what I said?” Belle yelled at me. “oh, sorry, you were saying..?” “I said this is going to be my best birthday party ever..” She stoped and hide behind me then. I asked her what is it? She didn’t answer. I couldn’t figure it out untill I saw her locker, there’s a picture of a boy in it, oh my god, a guy from the school or can I said the cutest guy in the school. Problem solved. She likes him, that’s it. That was the reason why Belle hide when she saw him.
Bel’s party started at 6 o’clock. I went home earlier than usual just to prepare. Belle’s house were near to mine so we went home together. On our way, I was teasing her about her crush, she didn’t say anything at all. I didn’t like it. She didn’t tell me about him, I told her everything about me. She was like my bestfriend and she didn’t tell me. I was quite angry about it. But then, I decided to not talk about it with her because it was her birthday. I brought my dress, shoes, stuffs and I went to Belle’s house to helped her with her dress and things. Before the party started, I broke my promise with myself. I teased Belle again about the guy. This time, she was not being qiuet anymore. She screamed: “STOP, can you just stop doing that, this is really anoying..seriously!!” Then I got even angrier than she was and saying stuffs that really hurt her feelings on her birthday. The only thing was on my head at that time was: “This is all her fault, I didn’t do anything wrong” and other things that isn’t right at all. She wanted me to get out of her room. I sat on her house’s sofa and discovered something- Belle’s dairy right under it. I opened it and read through it, read every single things in it. Excatly like what I expected, she likes him… then...I got an idea, it was a horrible idea, our friendship splited just because of it. I wait untill everybody were there, at the party. I got up, stand on the table and said: “ Everybody, may I got your attention, please ?” People turned around and stared at me. I read Belle’s dairy out lound and made everybody laugh so hard. I was very happy when things go that way. I hadn’t relize that Belle was crying at corner.
At night, when I got home from the party, I wasn’t that mad anymore. I think back what I had done to hurt my bestfriend just because I was angry and a little of jealousy. I should control my feelings better than that before it lead to an action. On Monday, I tried to talk to her again but It didn’t work. She will hate me forever. I was thinking why would I be so childish? People were pointing at her and started to laugh at her. I feft bad. It is too late for me to do anything, I tried to stop people from doing it but they ignore everything. Belle didn’t talk to me untill now. She can’t forgive me and I can’t forgive myself either. After that, we never talk to each other again. Belle turn out to be a close person. And I- I made myself to control my feelings and my words better later then. Because other people have feelings too. I shouldn’t just care about mine. I hurted her so badly. Though this mistake I also I have learned that: “ Beware your words- always think before saying, before anything bad turns to action or else, there’s no happy ending. Like me and my best friend.